Oh boy… I got my flight back to Finland

First it said "I got my flight back home" but shortly after writing it I realized that's not true… I'm home all the time, Finland and home is not the same thing for me anymore.

I can't believe this is actually happening… I just got here and now I'm already leaving!!!

Well how ever, I got my flight! I requested same flight my best friend is flying back to Finland with but since it would've been extra cost for that and less baggage allowed without extra fee… I didn't take it. Someone might say I don't care about my friends since this and blablabla but that isn't the reason I made this decision. 

I got a good flight (I have heard "horror stories" about au pairs having LOTS of stops on their way back to their home countries) so I didn't see any reason for not going with it! So I'll be back in FIN August 19th… wow. I still can't believe I'm actually leaving but I need to deal with it. Even it's extremely hard…